Edmund The Fuck

Life was crazy.

I entered this hell on the move in a home away from home.

Before I knew it the bitter sweet poison of life which filled my mom’s veins soon fueled my flask.

I journeyed far and wide searching for my life my reality

I never found it

I looked for everything without ever really knowing what I wanted

I just wanted to get away from the one night stay the wake up the next day

I just wanted to play

I tried, I looked for the good, I wanted to love

I never did

I was taught to be a player

To never be myself

I was there to perform, never be myself

I played so many people

But I never played myself.