Edmund The Fuck
Life was crazy.
I entered this hell on the move in a home away from home.
Before I knew it the bitter sweet poison of life which filled my mom’s veins soon fueled my flask.
I journeyed far and wide searching for my life my reality
I never found it
I looked for everything without ever really knowing what I wanted
I just wanted to get away from the one night stay the wake up the next day
I just wanted to play
I tried, I looked for the good, I wanted to love
I never did
I was taught to be a player
To never be myself
I was there to perform, never be myself
I played so many people
But I never played myself.